
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
it does not matter how slow you go,
as long as you don't stop.
heheheee, HILLOO GUYS ;DDD
heheehee. ohmyygoshhhh, its 4MOREDAYS TO MY BURTHDAY! :DD
hahahaaa, random muchh :X HEH.
anywayss, LETS TALK :D heeehhheee.
hahaah, I LOVED MONDAY :]
it was a
family-day-but-not-really-a-family-day-but-you-can-say-family-day day :D
cut it short, I HAD A FAMILY DAY! :D
i hope we can have more of these type of days COS I LOVE IT ;D
hehe, went to some place near cathay to have lunch and ohmy,
the food there is GOOD (Y)
hhaha, then when we were having our deserts, the restuarant gave me a burthday treat :D greentea ice cream and cheese cakeee.
OMO their greentea icecream is sooooo gooooood :D
hehee, went plaza sing next, and my mum bro and cousin went to watch a movie,
shrek, didnt go cos imma watch it this friday ;DD
hehee, so the rest of us were practically walking around and stuff and yeahh.
okay, skip all those crap. OKAYY, we went to taka next.
ate at a food court. then walked around and stuff.
then we went to the departmental store, and OHMYCHOCOCHIPCOOKIES,
THE TOYS DEPARTMENT:DD
i miss it soooo muchh. :] heheee,
andandand i bought my wallet :DD
yayy, i don't have to find wallets to use anymoreee:D
hehehh. well, i enjoyed myself alot, cos i spent time with my family :D
well, i hope we have more of this outings, HEH.
went band yesterday, kinda felt happy going back for band. :X
missed out alot for skipping 3practices.. :X heh.
oh wells, i don't think i'm gonna skip anymore practices. heh.
ANYWAYSS, i'm going out tmrw and friday to celebrate my burthday with my school friends and church friends :D i'm happy they remembered. HEH.
wellio, i am happy for the life i live though there are ups and downs (:
its the small things that makes life great (:
hahahhaha, randommmm.
anywayss, gonna stop naoo, heh, byee! :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:25 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZAVIER TAN! :DD heh hehhh.
HILLOO GUYS ;DD
crap i feel like vomiting D: arrghh, i hate it. grrrrrr.
OMOO BAY BAY AND ADRIANNA'S BIRTHDAY IS COMINGGG! :DD
heheheh. am i hyper? O.o
or just random. .__. hehehehe.
HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEE. YAY! :DD but its gonna be boring D:
OHMYCHOCOCHIPCOOKIES, i did badly for friggin MYES D:
an effing D7 and E8. 5 Bs andand uhh 2Cs i thinkk. screw this shit lah
ohoh, i'm gonna work harder next semester,
if not i'll get my phone and itouch confiscated. :X
HEH. crap i really feel like vomitting righ now. anyways.
bitch, i don't give a damn if your display message was about me,
but even if it was, what the hell made you think i was talking about you-
or one of your friggin bestfriends?
whatthehell? so you're accusing me now eh?
thanks yeah. i'll get you back, don't worry.
hey, maybe my display message was really for you.
and why the hell would you think that who i was talking about in my second post
was the one you thought i was talking about?
wth, you most probably made her read my blog and crap.
well, you guys can talk and gossip about me or my friggin bitchy attitude,
but, so what, i can talk back too you know.
what are mouths for? and brains?
obviously i knew you were talking bad about me.
next time think before gossipping aye.
and who gave you the friggin rights to gossip about me or my friends?
i know no one can resist talking about people but, if you wanna gossip,
i can friggin gossip back ya know. but no, i won't,
cos i'm tryna change back to the old person, but hey, admit it,everyone changes.
but to tell the truth, i admit i was a bitch last time,
betraying people and bitching about them.
but hey, i'm already trying to change.
if you think thats friggin bullshit, think that, cos i'll prove you wrong.
you can suck my non existent dick. (from jaslyn)
hah. oh great, i think my friggin english teacher is starting to think bad about me.
but fuck, what the hell did i do? i didn't bad mouth her. and for pete sake,
i wasn't the friggin one who did the anti ah cheng club.
i bet she'd most probably read this. oh and great, the person who made me the group
made me the friggin administrator. fuck? wth. i'll get accused soon.
so what if i'm bitchy? so what if i'm rude? so what if i'm naive? so what if i was ever clingy?
don't tell me who i am cos i already know.
i guess this is all i've got to say, don't really have the mood.
oh and i'd most probably be changing my blog to tumblr; go check it out.
http://shesperfectlyimperfect.tumblr.com/
or i'd most probably be keeping both; will tell in the next post
wellio, nights guys :D sweet dreams! ;DD seeyou soon :]
♥our lips must always be sealed
10:31 PM

Friday, May 21, 2010
i'm sick of crying, tired of trying,
soyeah, i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying.
HEY GUYSS :]
i haven't blogged this whole week. heh.
anywayss this two days was a real bad day for me >:
i got 'sabo-ed' and like i lost my friends D:
i lost my real good friends D:
though they thought i was extra, i still love them.
well, things come and go and nothing lasts forever..
i know it was wrong of me to scold you but i mean like.. i dunno..
i have a problem the day before and now this?
i really don't know what to doo.. i'm lost. would you want to lose friends? hell no right..
i mean i was wrong to scold you. but like i think we were both in the wrong.
arrgh, if i say that, you and your friends see it, might hate me more.. i guess i'm in the same boat as iman.. i guess i'll go my own way this time.. if i randomly join one group, i' m extra.
but like.. arrgh, i don't know..
i feel like giving up right now. i really don't know what to do.. if i apologise, they'd probably won't forgive, or even if they did, our friendship wont be like last time..
why must this type of problems happen? i guess its my fault.. if i didn't shout at her..
well, imma apologise here cos at least not alot of people will know or see.
hey ______,
sorry about this moring. i know i shouldn't have shouted at you but i didn't mean to. i mean i'm not saying its your fault but you didn't really have to rub in at us about quitting and not managing our time. but i'm not saying its your fault. but yeah, i really shouldn't have done that stupid mistake knowing that i would lose you all. i'm real sorry.. sooo yeah
well, i guess this is it. though i apologise, that doesn't mean i am a push over and give in easily, i just wanna get this burden off my chest, so it'll be one less problem to handle.
it feels weird to not follow them all of a sudden, like something's missing, the day issn't completed. :/
well, i guess enough of emoing yeah.
HELLOO GUYS :]
exams are over! :DDDD yayy :D see, i can be two different people ;D
but you guys still know i'm sad. -- hahaha.
this week is real different. i guess things change, so do people. :/
i feel like breaking down now, removing friends from your life is a real big step.
well wish me all the best :/
i wonder who comes to tag my blog. haha. i wanna know who reads my crappy shit. hahah.
tag yeah? i wanna knoww :p
hehh. well, i wanna thank xuan jin for being a listening ear :)
well, i guess i have to be contented with whatever i have (:
I APOLOGISED! and it wasn't that bad after all! :D
hahahaha :) HYPERRRR :DDDDD
talking to FAAAAAAUUUUZZZZIAAAAHHH NOWWWW :DDD
hahaha, she said i'm hyper. .__. HAHAHAH :p
hehehe. hahaha. okay, stop. HAH.
fauziah, daphne and shao min said my new hairstyle or me very chio O.o
i'm not boasting or whatever kay? (:
hahahaha,
THANKS BABES ♥
i love you chua shao min for remembering my birthday since p2!
THANKS SO MUCH BABE♥
thanks fauziah and daphne tooooo :D ♥
heheh, shao min made my day :D
well, this is most probably it, byee! i love you all :D
♥our lips must always be sealed
1:28 AM

Thursday, May 13, 2010
to be irreplaceable,
one must be different.
heyy y'all :)
i'm super happy today :D
maybe cos i saw everyone today :)
hmmm. sawww, hmm, sherralyn, lucinda, engracia, janelle and amandy todayy :)
hmm. i enjoyed today alot, even though there were some problems in the morning. :X
welliooo, today was CAMWHORING DAYY :)
the pics are on facebookkkk.
well, i apparently forgot what happened today D:
heh, you know, i have a message to this person
hey, be greatful we were kind enough to let you come along even though you were extra.
still dare say you regreted joining us ehh?
ANDDD,
what makes you think being extra with us will not be extra with them?
so yeahh, think about it.
i may sound mean or bitchy or whatever crap, but yeah, i'm just stating the freakin facts.
OHMYGOSH, and please STOP using my words.
its s darn un original. >:[
OKAYY, CHANGE SUBJECT (Y)
heh. OHH, you know,
to my 'best friend' or kor,
thanks for leaving me cos you showed me that nothing lasts forever.
i didn't really take that seriously until you left.
i'll miss you kor, you were the aweshum-est kor ever (Y)
well, i wanted to get that off my chest.
yeahh.
wellioooo, lets go back to talking about happy stuff :D
hmm, went amk hub yesterday with hweeching, tinzar, nylie, ameera and xue er :D
we decided to watch the backup plan.
OHMYCHOCOCHIPCOOKIES, its hilarious but disgusting ><
i ate alot of popcorn :X heh
21/05/10 rocks \m/
heh :)
well, i wished everything was back to the way it was.
its all going hay wire now. :\
i really wish my old life was back ):
OHOHOH, sherralyn folded me a straw heart today :)
hey babe, thankss for the heart :)
-if you see this-
HEH.
i'm hngry >:
nehmind, i finish this post first :)
THERE'S NO SCHOOL TMRWWW! :DDD
sooo happy :D
but there's still exams on monday D:
anywayss, would be going out tmrw :D
to study ;D and buy stuff. heh.
oh and to all guys, next time if you accused your stead,
apologise and reflect on yourself yeah?
cos, the girl feels real hurt cos YOU accused her and you didn't apologise.
ohmygosh, random much. .__.
HMM. i want to buy a few books D:
lets see,
'where angels fear','ice cream girls'
uhh. i can't remember though. .__.
and when have i started reading books ehh.
hah, weird.
i love this line,
'other people will always let you down,
so why don't you just forget about them and do something for yourself?'
thankss jerusha, for making me think straight about pushing the job to others.
OHMYGOSH, random muchhhh.
holycows, i saw something i liked today at more than words.
its this duck :D
i love it :) > he's my best friend ya knowww. hahah.
ohmy, and i saw this wallet at the cute pink shop. HAH.
most probaby i'll ask my mum for my moneh, the eagles award one.
yeahh. OHOH, do you know that...
i luf my aweshum keesiao family :DD
i luf mymmy hweeching, daddy tinzar, baby xue er, imanna,
wellll, mostly the whole family lah :DD
i like GREEN :)
hahah. you know, my mum kept all those mother's day cards or other cards that we wrote to her,
ANDANDANDD, she left it in a file on her drawer,
so my brother and i went to read it and you know what?
most of the sorry letters are from me. DD:
and i remembered that was once i wrote this letter asking her why
she didn't allow me to my super good friend's partyy.
then i remembered i said 'if you don't allow me to go, i was thinking whether to love you or not.'
ohmygoshh, i can't believe i said that..
come to think of it, i was the one who made her angry the most
and made her made the cry the most.. :X
ohmygoshh, i'm gonna no wait, i WILL be a better daughter :]
but i know i'll still be rude. D:
nevermindd, i'll pray :D
OHMYGOSH, i really wanna go out tmrw D:
plan it later :D
well, i'm gonna go soon.
okay, nao.
okay, byee :)
i love you- all those i mentioned their names there :D
byee! :D
♥our lips must always be sealed
3:36 AM

Friday, April 9, 2010
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHTON! :)
you are elevennnn :D stay strong!
9/4/10 :)
she's my best friend. you break her heart or hurt her,you die.
are you tired of living?
you wanna whack the shit of of her issit?
i tell you,you dont have the balls to do it lah.
if you hurt her OR my friends,you die.
iloveyou,you know who :)
helloo (: this week was FUN :D ahhaha. :) but tiring ):
anyways,i loved tuesday and wednesday. :) i went to support eeetwoo for sports heats :D
i skipped band anyways:D hahaha,but i feel bad,cos the whole junior euphonium weren't there D: hehh. :X wellllll,i have othing to say. OHHEMMGEE,you knoww,we hate peppers D:
its just toooo spicy and irritating. ): ohmymama i'm so tired. ): ohmychickennuggets,i can't stand projects. >: they are so grrrr. hahha. okay,i really can't stay awake.
i'll continue tmrw,cant think. hehhh :)
nights everyoneee. :D
seeyouu tomorrowww :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
7:43 AM

Friday, April 2, 2010
i look at my hands and feel sad
cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly..
you know,playing hide and seek in the shopping mall and walking in the rain are the
AWESOMEST moments ever :D
Helloo (: OHHEMMGEE i havent ben blogging for so long :X heh,psps.
sp yeahh, lets start with monday :)
monday.. ohmy i couldnt remember what happened. i only remembered what happened after school :X heh,as usual,the usual group(ameera,tinzar,nylie,shamini,iman and stephanie) we went to j8 to play hide and seek,again :X HEH :) its fun kayy :) then we went7-11 to buy or lunch. we always get the 2dollar deal,heh :D thennn, we sat at the openning to the playground. we thought we'd get chased out but we didnt :D sooooo after lunch,we went to play (Y) then shamini wanted to ask this group of guangyang guys to play with us -.- but they denied it,i think. cos i was on the phone with my mum :X then we played. this time,it wasn't so fun :\ i dont know why. they very very first time went came to play,it was super duper fun. then when we got bored,we went seperated ways. i was with iman and shamini and stephanie. then we were at the playground,again. THENNN, this time,they wanted to ask the guangyang guys to play again,in the end,i had to help them ask. sheesh,next time,ask yourselves :D andddd,they decided to play :D thanks to me! :D hahah,jkjk :D then when they agreed to play,we could somehow tell they'd run away so only shamini,iman and stephanie took it seriously. so me,ameera,tinzar and nylie stayed behind and slack. oh and we found them in less than 10minutes. wow. then it was our turn to hide. again,we stayed behind. thenn we thought they ran away cos we could see them anywhere. so yeah,we went down to follow ameera to buy her burger at macs. hahah,was surprised she was still hungry :X then when we were either going back up or coming down,we saw them so yeah,we standed like apart from each other like we didnt knew each other. aish. okay,from this part,i can't tell anymore :D its too.. personal :X heh :) if you guys,see this,lets go play next monday :D
april fools was so fun :D tricked many people :D hehhe. you know,being is love actually makes you special :X it tell you that someone is there for you no matter what :) hehh,i think i said too much :X april fool's was fun :D i pranked my mum that i got in houses suspension :D hehh :) its fun to see their expression :D its so cool :D band was fun :D when we were in the classroom for band, got this cleaner all of a sudden charge in saying we needed to get out cos she wanted to clean the room. then mr koh talk back then she like buey song so charge out to call the person in charge. in the end,we got chased out. but yeahh, we went into the band room instead :D hehh. went amk hub with adrianna and hwee ching today :D walkwalk around mini toons and that level then walk from amk to macs then to mos burger then to long john silver. wah,buey tarhan the heat. OMO i'm talking crap. i meant i couldn't stand the heat. ahhh.. then we went to long john silver to eat. wat pekchek sehh. i almost broke my fork. hehh. then we walk all the way to the playground >: when we went there,we didnt have to wait for the swing! :D yayy :D hahahaa,i swing till hip bone pain -.- hehh. hahaha. swings are fun :D soooo,it shows i'm still a kid. HAHAHAH,LAMEE.
OHHEMMGEE,today's Good Friday!
dear God,
thank you for sending your son,Jesus Christ to die for us and we may live without sins. thank you Jesus,for dying for us.
in Jesus's name i pray,Amen
:D hehh :)
this is the looooongessttt post everrrrr :) heh,okayy,byee :) and i loveyou,you know who you are.
byeebyee :)
♥our lips must always be sealed
2:00 AM

Saturday, March 27, 2010
hehh,i havent been blogging for a while O: anyways. i went fun-o-rama today. it was like an mg carnival OMO i got the shirt! i am happy (: yayy (: went fun o rama with jerusha and jamie (: laughed like crap when i was talking to jerushaa (: OHH. i love OneeEeeTwoo (: we're getting a class tee,yay (: i just realised i'm talking nonsense .__. hehh. omgg,jerusha soh, hope you read this (:
love story:
'romeo,take me somewhere we can be alone'
why can't juliet go by herself?
hahahahaah,okay its lame (:
anyways. i love jamie loh and jerusha soh (: ohoh,there was COS prac today and it was fun :D but tiring D: this post is so random. ohgosh.
okayy,byee (:
iloveyou (:
♥our lips must always be sealed
6:56 AM